There’s an old saying, “pull oneself up by one’s bootstraps” from back when men wore long riding boots that had handy dandy loops at the top for pulling them on. The meaning of this saying is the impossibility of pulling oneself up by oneself.
That’s where I was this week: vainly pulling on spiritual bootstraps and still feeling miserable.
It didn’t help that it rained all week.
Life circumstances—including the locked-in one—haven’t been favorable, either.
I have been praying, tugging on my old bootstraps, and vainly trying to smile … while wanting to throw things, cry, yell, and … you get the picture.
Where does one go for renewal?
Getting back to happy?
Having joy in the middle of several serious trials at once?
Need I mention having a good testimony—shut in with the one who matters most, my husband?
All the “better yourself, be who you were meant to be, bloom where you’re planted, and suck it ups” don’t work. I can tell you. Bootstrap pulling is totally useless, too—unless you’re a boot.
“When life hands you lemons…”
You can’t make lemonade without sugar.
I didn’t have any sugar.
The only remedy in the world for a rotten attitude and loss of joy is: Truth. The more the better.
Only Truth seeping into one’s heart can change the heart’s thinking and feeling.
I wrote up to this point before a death in the family this week. It’s amazing what focusing on what I know about God is helping me to deal with my emotions and our great loss.
Let me share a few truths that have helped me over the last few days:
- What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee. In God I will praise his word, in God I have put my trust; I will not fear what flesh can do unto me (Psalm 56:3-4).
- Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the LORD thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest (Joshua 1:9).
- Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God. And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose (Romans 8:26-28).
- For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure (Philippians 2:13).
Lord, help me focus more on You, and thank You for praying for me, being with me, and working in me. Help me to trust You completely when I am overwhelmed, afraid, sorrowing, and in pain. I want to trust You for those I love, as well. Thank You for your Living Word, that speaks to me exactly what I need to hear.
What Scriptures have helped you this past week? Feel free to share.